Title: Still Holding On
Author: CRene
Rating: PG
Summary: Shawn and Belle try to hold on to each other.
**Note: Song used is Still Holding On performed by SheDaisy from their CD titled The Whole
SheBang**
As I stand here on this chilly fall day, I remember what it use to be like between us.
Never thought I’d be in this place
It’s someone else’s life I’m living
Wish I were living a lie
The hardest part is when the bough breaks
Falling down and then forgiving
You didn’t kiss me good-bye
I’m choking on the words I didn’t get to say
And pray I get the chance one day
Why did things end up this way? How did our lives break apart from one another? We were always together
and now it hurts to much.
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you’ll be there like before
Doesn’t everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won’t listen to
I’m still holding out for you
I try to hold on to what it use to be. I remember the soft touch of your lips. I can remember the laughter. We
were perfect in every sense of the word.
I can hear you smile in the dark
I can even feel you breathing
But daylight chases the ghosts
I see your coat and I fall apart
To those hints of you I’m clinging
Now’s when I need them most
I should get up, dry my eyes and move ahead
At least that’s what you would have said
I wonder if we can go back. I ponder what it would be like to have you here. The inside of me aches to have
you near. It hurts to much to try. The tears begin to fall once again.
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you’ll be there like before
Doesn’t everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won’t listen to
I’m still holding out for you
I look out into the dark skies and wish it was the summer sun beating down upon us. Remember the nights
together, the promises of forever. Remember what it was like to have one another in each other’s arms. I do.
Faithfully, I trace your name while you sleep
It’s the only true comfort I feel
I still run, I still wing open the door
I still think you’ll be there like before
We cannot go back. We can never go back. It hurts to much to try. I am leaving now, but no matter what you
will always be in my heart.
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you’ll be there like before
Doesn’t everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won’t listen to
I’m still holding out for you
Holding out
Holding out for you
Goodbye, my love. You will always be in my heart, but never there to hold me when I am sad or to wipe the
tears away. You will never be there with those sweet lips and your strong arms to kiss the pain away. It is
goodbye time to walk away.